Sup

It's strange.
I have been struggling for months, years...
The moment I stop relying on people to buy artwork, the moment I take a chance and get a PT job I really did not imagine myself at, at 46 years of age...
The moment I have it out with my landlords that I heard NOTHING but bad about since moving to this town in Nov/25...
Doors begin to open? Is it because I am not trying to force things to happen? Is it wrong I really wanted my art & workshops to sell?
Or, maybe it was just I was running myself ragged for zero appreciation?

Maybe the universe is showing me to not try so hard, to work a shit job, to take a break from getting my art seen - because it has not been working, and only, and slowly, breaking me down...as an artist. I am exhausted.

I have been creating since a little girl, I shouldn't have to do a song & dance for views OR likes.

My art is good enough, and gawsh darn it - people love my art. So, PAY FOR IT.
I am done.

So if you don't hear from me for awhile?

It's not because I don't care, it's because I realized you all don't.
Updates will also become less shared, because...why?
If ANYONE wants any updates here on out? I suggest you join my Patreon! :)
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